Monday, June 15, 2009

Upset, Sad, Anger,

Today is a sad sad day for me and my family because my Uncle JJ had past away this after noon. I know that he knows that i loved him because my aunt had went to see him a couple of days ago and she named everyone who had loves him. I am a little anger and hurt. I dont understand why he had to be taken from our family. He was only 34 years old. He has a little boy Nathan who is only 3 years old. Why did God have to take him?? I know I will not know this answer but it is okay because one day i will get it. I know my Uncle isn't hurting anymore, he doesnt have to be sick anymore. But it hurts so much. I know he had fought as long and as much as he could. It just really sucks. I miss him so much already. I wont be able to text him funny jokes anymore or send him e-mails. Or have him send me e-mails, text messages, or call. He wont be able to finish teaching me to drive stick like he had started. This really really sucks and hurts. I want to do my best to help cancer patients out in some way. I havent thought of the best way to do that yet but i will. I have added some pictures of my Uncle JJ.


To Uncle JJ: This sucks that you had to be taken from all of us. I am glad that you were apart of my life. I love you a lot and wish this hadn't happen. I am glad for this pictures and the memories i have with you. Church will never be the same now. I know that all our relatives (mine and yours) that are up in heaven will now be with you. I know you will be watching over everyone. YOu will get your long hair back now. I will do my best to get my nails as long as yours were. I will never forget you. I love you Uncle JJ. I will tell Nathan everything he would want to know (when he ask) about you. My Unlce JJ always kind
We had pretty much the same taste of music.

This is what cemo did do his hair. Still had a smile on his face.
He fought as long and hard as he could



Always a clown. He would get my sister and me in trouble at church
We would be laughing or doing things to get each other to laugh
I love you Uncle JJ never ever forget that

2 comments:

Ashley Rawlings said...

My deepest sympathies, Lynda. Cancer is a horrible disease and your Uncle was a fighter. I am sure that he would want you to remember the good times with him... and to smile when you think of him and the ways he made you laugh.

Jon and I are here for you... always.

Anonymous said...

Lynda- I'm so sorry ((HUGS))

~Liz