Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Sad

My Uncle Jay (aka Uncle JJ) has cancer and like three weeks ago the cancer had taken the turn for the worst and he was taking to the hospital. As soon as they had him well enough they took him to the Hersey Hospital. I had some bad news today. My Uncle JJ had taken a turn even worst. He doesn't have long at all. I could be any minute, hour or day. This really sucks. I hate cancer. I dont understand why god would creat such a horrible thing. Maybe God has a reason for what is going on, i just dont see it right now. I dont want to see my Uncle in pain but I also dont want to see him leave earth. What i can remember about him is how he looked before the cancer. How he was so kind to my sister and me. How the three of us would do things at church to make each other laugh. How he was teaching me how to drive stick. How he had the same kind of taste in music that i did. I can still hope and pray that something happens, like all the pain goes away and he gets better. I dont know if it will happen but i can still hope for it. At least I know he knows that i love him and I am glad i got to see him the other week. I gave him a hug and a kiss and told him I love him. I hate cancer and wish they would find a way to make sure people will never get it or if they do they get rid of it. Here are two pictures that I have of my Uncle JJ that make me smile.

Uncle JJ at Christmas 2007 being silly.


Uncle JJ-Christmas 2007.

2 comments:

Ashley Rawlings said...

I'm so sorry Lynda... I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better... other than I completely understand what you are going through. Both my grandparents have cancer (Nan w/ her bladder removed and Peeps has skin cancer)... and its an awful thing to face. Have faith that God has a plan for this and even though it doesnt seem like it at the time, trust in Him. I will keep your Uncle in my prayers hun.
(((hugs)))

Liz said...

Lynda I'm so sorry ((HUGS)) This kind of thing is cruel- people should live long enough to leave earth because of old age. Not a life robbing thing like cancer (or anything else). Like Ashley said, have faith that God has a plan. Even though you might not know what it is or understand why it's happening just remember to trust that His plan has meaning. ((HUGS))