“Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.”
Eskimo Proverb quotes
Eskimo Proverb quotesWhat a sucky week i have had. I lost my lizard on Friday. He got really sick. Cody helped me bury him at my Aunt Melissa's house. I have had him for almost 3 years. He was three years old. Should have live a lot longer. Now for the really sad part.
My Uncle JJ passed away from cancer back in June. My Uncle JJ (i had two Uncle Jays so this one was Uncle JJ) for those of you who didnt know, was my moms sisters, Jen, ex husbands and my cousin Nathan's dad. My Uncle Roger found out he had lung cancer back in July. My Uncle Roger is my dad's brother. So no relation to each other. On or around January 8th my Uncle Roger had major lung surgery to remove the cancer, from both lungs. During the surgery he had a major stroke, one that would have killed him if he wasnt in the hospital. So he could move any part of this left side. The week his one lung clasped but they fixed it. He had some movement on his left side for a short period of time then went back to his coma like stage. They had called for a family meeting on Saturday. I got work to let me have off so i could see him. My sister could not. After the meeting with the doctor; my dad, my uncle jay, my aunt joan have told the doctors that my Uncle Roger would not want to be kept a live by machines. So today some time they are taking him off the machines and making him as comfortable as they can until he passes. They say he it could be a matter of mins, hours or days. My dad and Uncle Jay took it really hard, my Aunt Joan took it hard but stayed strong.
I am so upset and depressed. This sucks two Uncles in a matter of six months. It is not fair. Some one said everything happens for a reason. But what reason could be given for this. I dont smoke or do drugs or shop lift. I may drink once in a while, and swear. I am fighting with codys retard parents which is not my fault they brought it on themselves. I am a good person.
I wish they could find a cure for cancer. Wish they could have years ago. I cant donate money but i can donate my hair. I have donated my hair once for the Locks for Love. I am going to grow my hair again and donate. If i wasnt afraid to donate bone (something), i would but it hurts a lot from what i hear and i wouldnt be able to handle that.
I have decided when Cody and I get married, I want a table set up that has pictures of every loved one that we both have lost over the years. My great grandmother Long and Schlottman, my Nanny (dads mom), my Uncle Bouch (sorry if i spelled names wrong cant spell very good), my Uncle JJ, (if he doesnt pull through) Uncle Roger and anyone else. Then for Cody his grandmother and grandfather on his mothers side, is grandmother on his dad side, and anyone else i am missing. That way they can be their in spirit and in memory. When my Uncle passes away at least i know he will be with my nanny, and my uncle bouch.
My Uncle JJ passed away from cancer back in June. My Uncle JJ (i had two Uncle Jays so this one was Uncle JJ) for those of you who didnt know, was my moms sisters, Jen, ex husbands and my cousin Nathan's dad. My Uncle Roger found out he had lung cancer back in July. My Uncle Roger is my dad's brother. So no relation to each other. On or around January 8th my Uncle Roger had major lung surgery to remove the cancer, from both lungs. During the surgery he had a major stroke, one that would have killed him if he wasnt in the hospital. So he could move any part of this left side. The week his one lung clasped but they fixed it. He had some movement on his left side for a short period of time then went back to his coma like stage. They had called for a family meeting on Saturday. I got work to let me have off so i could see him. My sister could not. After the meeting with the doctor; my dad, my uncle jay, my aunt joan have told the doctors that my Uncle Roger would not want to be kept a live by machines. So today some time they are taking him off the machines and making him as comfortable as they can until he passes. They say he it could be a matter of mins, hours or days. My dad and Uncle Jay took it really hard, my Aunt Joan took it hard but stayed strong.
I am so upset and depressed. This sucks two Uncles in a matter of six months. It is not fair. Some one said everything happens for a reason. But what reason could be given for this. I dont smoke or do drugs or shop lift. I may drink once in a while, and swear. I am fighting with codys retard parents which is not my fault they brought it on themselves. I am a good person.
I wish they could find a cure for cancer. Wish they could have years ago. I cant donate money but i can donate my hair. I have donated my hair once for the Locks for Love. I am going to grow my hair again and donate. If i wasnt afraid to donate bone (something), i would but it hurts a lot from what i hear and i wouldnt be able to handle that.
I have decided when Cody and I get married, I want a table set up that has pictures of every loved one that we both have lost over the years. My great grandmother Long and Schlottman, my Nanny (dads mom), my Uncle Bouch (sorry if i spelled names wrong cant spell very good), my Uncle JJ, (if he doesnt pull through) Uncle Roger and anyone else. Then for Cody his grandmother and grandfather on his mothers side, is grandmother on his dad side, and anyone else i am missing. That way they can be their in spirit and in memory. When my Uncle passes away at least i know he will be with my nanny, and my uncle bouch.
1 comment:
I'm so sorry hunny about your Uncles. Cancer is such a horrible disease... one that I wish there was a cure for.
If you need anything... anything at all... you know we are here for you and love you.
So sorry to hear about your lizard. Its hard when you lose your pets that have become like family.
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